It’s hard to believe that in just 3 very short months it will be a full year. I’ll have passed all those firsts. Right now I’m in the midst of passing all the things last year that were so painful, so uncertain, so scary.
But I’m doing ok. At almost the exact time Kevin passed 9 months ago this morning, I caught myself looking at the time. Hm. Never quite feels right.
9 months doesn’t feel all that bad.
Hi there Crazy Widow,
I haven’t lost a spouse or child, but I lost my best friend, mentor and hero two years ago. I lost my grandomther. She was an awesome woman. For 2 years I happen to look at the time at the time she passed from this world. I don’t think it’s strange or coincidence. I think the event is so etched in me that I unconciously feel the time.
May he stay in your heart and help move you on.
Keep putting one foot in front of the other, and SMILE every time Kevin crosses your mind!
Just a thought…if the situations had been reversed, what would you hope Kevin would be doing and feeling by now? What would you have wanted for him?